Have you ever heard of using up your love all at once?

I could be doing this all wrong. My brain hasn’t copped with the understanding that I’ve found someone who inspires me to seek beyond the limits. My lack of belief has dissappointed me in new heights, and yet I find myself with just a spark of hope when you enter my thoughts. But something in me will not comprehend that if I open up to you, there’s no taking it back. There’s no real assurance that the pain wont start again.