You give me no options but to linger in the waste of time I have become.

Surrounded by nothing but love I can’t do anything but push away and tell myself not to live with any longer. I want to leave. Don’t know where I would go, dont know what I’d do. Maybe I’d just lay there and think some more, think of why I couldnt fix things, I think Ive lost my mind and I have sadly come to terms with it. All I can do is watch myself,

keep falling.

I’ve lost all energy to get back on my feet.

I think this may be the end, I just don’t know to what…